A new beginning
I think i'm going to start using this thing again... just a place to write down some thoughts and look at pictures! yay  so i'm starting out with like the longest entry ever... EVER
Summer is ending and in less than two weeks, i'll be starting college at csulb! ahhh i'm excited yet scared at the same time! we registered for classes already! so it's mondays, wednesdays, and fridays for me... I never knew making a schedule for yourself could be so fun. However college beginning does mean that my high school friends are about to scatter all over the place! arghh and i'll only see them once in a while. what a mind boggling thought. it's ok though.. we'll keep in touch!! good luck to everyone!
My life has totally changed this summer. I can honestly and truely say that I am happy. A lot has changed in all aspects of my life. My parents seem to trust me more, i'm closer than ever to my friends, i have a new guy in my life, and most importantly, i'm growing up?! yea i've decided that i need to leave all the drama behind and move on so that i could be happy. there are some things in my pass i wish i could have back but as the days go by, it just seems harder. but i've learned to accept that everything happens for a reason and if it's not ok, then it's not the end. giving up isn't the way. if you fall, get up and try again. and if worse comes to worse, just poop it out! i'm probably making no sense right now but that's ok.
alphabetical order!
ac - i'm addicted to reading books since you got me the missing piece book. you have been such a great help this summer. keeping me sane when i went insane... you've given me great advice and helped me to discover myself and what i wanted. thanks!
allan - you rock stitch! :) i love your drumrolls after your lame jokes and your mariah carey dancing! hahah cracks me up every time
amy- this is going to be short because you already know how much i love you and how i would be nothing without you. you are the best cousin ever. you've always had faith in me and never gave up on me even when i gave up on myself. hard times. good times. you + me! i love you i love you i love you!
bella - my best friend. you have been nothing but supportive of me this year. oh gosh i'm so glad we got over whatever barriers we had before because seriously, my life without you would be so empty. we've managed to get everything that we wanted and became sooo close doing so. we tell each other everything and there is nothing more that i can say except i absolutely love you. thanks for everything love! 
brian - my bodyguard. i haven't been this close to you in forever. what can i say? you are like my best guy friend. you are always watching out for me and bella and i can't appreciate you anymore. you always find a way to make me laugh when i'm sad. you're mean but i still love you and i know you love meeee! hahahhahah i'm not going to get all sappy on you because i know you dont want no "queer shit " thanks buddy!
chris - i dont even know where to begin with you... what can i say? except that i absolutely adore you! haha oh yea ... i realized that you are the only guy so far who has been able to make me cry yet make me feel like the happiest person alive. this summer would have been so empty if you weren't here to fill in for what i have been missing. no matter where we went or what we did, we were happy. you definitely contributed to my random bursts of happiness and endless smiles. i finally feel like someone understands me and can accept me for who i am. thanks for always being there. i love the way you make me laugh. i love how i feel safe in your arms. i just love who i am when i am with you. there is so much more that i can say, but that stays between me and you <3
eve - how i love you soooo... you bring so much laughter and happiness to me ... you are like the sweetest person ever. always checking up on people, always making things fun. i love going to the beach with you. seeing you dip yourself under water is priceless and worth every second of being in the freezing cold water. we're the cool non dancers and we rock!
chi giang - you're going to marry tommy! haha jk! friends. just friends. you definitely have a special place in my heart. you are such a fun, loving, and caring person! geez i look up to you a lot. when i grow up, i want to be like chi giang! i think that explains it all. being your dance assistant has really been fun! you rock my world! i lava you! MOCHI!!
kairos people- we still haven't given up on each other and i love it. special love to my terrible 10! haha oh do i miss you guys so much! kairos changed us all i guess just a little bit. i'm so glad that i went, because if i didnt, i wouldnt have ever met you guys. hopefully, we'll be friends until we are old. thanks for all the great memories and support! bonfire on friday! yay
karen- i miss you soooo much missy. where have you been all of my life? we totally forgot about our boba fridays. grrr. i'm totally excited that you are a sushi chef now! you can make food for me and chris. he loves sushi and i love you so it's a win win situation. we need to hang out soon before you leave for college. either way, we'll be up there visiting you 24-7! i love you karen! the best doubles partner ever!
kathy- you are one of the cutest people ever. i seriously come to dance practice to hang out with you. i hope everything works out for you because you deserve to be happy. i'm always here if you need anything. you're hot and i love you!
leslie- you! left me for like a month. geez woman how do you expect me to survive all this drama by myself?! haha jk! well we've been through so much this past year and i'm so glad that we've become such great friends. you are like my twin sister only by a different mother. you've never ever given up on me and i love you sooo much for that. i miss you. my days are empty without your calls. haha so come back soon all right missy? with all the new stuff i'm expecting you to bring home! spoiled brat!
los al people- ok so i guess hanging out this summer didnt really happen all that much and it's probably my fault. you guys will all be leaving soon and i wish you guys the best of luck. you all have my number and if you need anything, dont even hesitate to call... we better hang out before you guys leave and when you guys come back! i'm holding each and everyone of you to this. grrrrr no one loves patricia.
miles - freak! geez man. when are we hanging out? hahaha oh how i miss you so. i hope everything is going well for you as it is for me. we've drifted apart yet i still feel like i know you like i know the back of my own hand. do you still feel that way too?! i miss your presence in my life so get back in it now. you're all grown up now. big bad senior and i just want you to know that i'm still here for you so use me if you need to! remember all those late night conversations and the choir shows and prom shopping! oh my you're the best and i miss you so. call me miles ondoy.
sarah- it was so nice seeing you this past sunday. oh gosh we're going to be best buddies hanging out when school starts. yay for cal state students! i hope you have fun at world youth day. stay safe and enjoy! i cant wait till you come back so that we can hang out! love you.
chi vy- i'm so glad that we became so close this summer. not only are you our personal makeup artist, you are there to listen, there to give advice, and there to make everyone smile. you have incredible taste and you always look beautiful! thanks for all the late night conversations... you really do rock my socks!! i love you!
Kairos XVII
TC. that's all i gotta say 
the bestie, BELLA
the best lover, LESLIE
my god sister, AMY
the fantastic yet terrible 10 
the dorms that we stayed in aka the orphanage
Downtown Disney
who needs spiderman when you have him? 
the love triangle. chantale, bella, patty
happy unbirthday to me
Huntington Beach
huntington beach on a random friday. i love eve and bella!
chi vy and chi giang came to visit us- such a pleasant surprise!
Dance Practice
aren't we cute? hahah 
that's why i love her! 
yummmy tooo the tummmy
bella:" i'm so hot" patty: "that's what you think"
unfortunately... that belongs to me. hahahhaha just kidding
 = me  = bella  = eve ... i love it!
like little kids with big balls 
she always makes me smile! | 
